Leaving Babylon pgs. 81-83
Cain’s choice led him to kill his brother. He chose to grasp jealousy over
repentance before God. We have learned in Babylon not to celebrate the accomplishments of others, even our own families, but to hate them because of it. Murder in humanity began with two brothers: one brother who would not celebrate the success of the other when he pleased God. Cain knew he had deliberately cheated in the eyes of God, and, yet, he would not celebrate his brother’s hard work and accomplishment.
Another sad by-product of jealousy is underdevelopment of a life. Engrossed in jealousy, Cain refused to develop the gift God placed in him. His eyes were fixed on his brother’s gift. He coveted what wasn’t his. God distributes gifts to each of us according to His perfect wisdom and love for us. He knows the purposes for which we were created: plans to give us a good future and a hope ( Jer. 29:11).
Many times we are like the child on Christmas day who wanted the toy car his brother received instead of the toy boat that he received. He could have learned and explored all of the things his boat could do. A boat can take you places that a car cannot. But instead this brother just sat and watched his brother play with his toy car. During this time, a seed of Babylon is growing in the heart of the boy with the boat. As the seed grows, it begins to manifest itself as small comments against his brother. Sometimes this seed would display as light jokes about the brother with the car. If left unchecked, these comments will grow into resentment and hatred until the boy with the boat is engulfed in the demon of jealousy. The boy with the boat may eventually seek to destroy his brother’s car or even his brother. Therefore, Babylon may be successful in leaving one gift dormant and another destroyed.
How often have we seen the story of boys with the car and boat played out in human affairs? It would be the story of Cain and Abel being relived over and over again. As a child, I wanted to sing like my sisters, but singing was not my gift. But I coveted the gift my sisters had. We had a singing group, and I wanted to sing the lead. On more than one occasion, I ended up embarrassing myself as I insisted on singing the lead in a song without the voice capabilities. Till this day people still laugh as they remind me about those songs I tried to lead. I am so grateful that the Holy Spirit finally got my attention and taught me about the gifts of teaching and writing that God had placed in me. I would not be writing this book today had I failed to respond to Him. My gifts would have lay dormant and undeveloped trapped by a jealous heart.
We see every day how Babylon thwarts the growth, development, maturity, and unity of the human race. She teaches us, “If I can’t have it, then no one will have it. If I cannot succeed, then neither will my brother.” She will never teach us to face our sin, repent, and do better the next time. She will never encourage us to lift our brothers up. She will only drag us deeper into sins of lying, resentments, murder, and cover-up as she did with Cain.
God warned Cain of the sin that was waiting, crouching at the door (Gen. 4:7), to destroy him, but he did not heed the warning and plunged headfirst into fratricide. He chose to believe this is how you get ahead—get rid of the competition even if he is your brother! After this horrible act, Cain went further into the sin of lying and covering-up. With each act of sin, Babylon sent more of her demons to accompany Cain. What began as a suggestion, from the demons of sloth and jealously, ended in Cain’s oppression with the demons of murder, lying, deceit, guilt, and any other demon Babylon could send to torment him.
In believing the first lie, he brought a curse on his life and found himself alone and afraid. We can never cover up our sins from the eyes of God, and we can never isolate our sin from the manipulations of Satan. There will always be consequences for our deceit. Only under the blood of Jesus Christ are our sins truly covered.